I can’t believe it’s a year since I didn’t become a better person. No one knows the future, yet we can’t stop guessing while expecting only the good, and not the bad or even both. You should spend more time on your feet. Take a walk every day or at the very least consider it. […]Resolute Resolutions
Definition of a face that is older than its age: Have a greater responsibility than what is afforded. It feels because you already look quite mature, even though the age and resilience in you is not strong enough to be delegated to so many dependents.
From my personal experience, because I seem so mature, people easily ask my shoulder to lean on. Even though occasionally I want them to know that even as a human being, I also want to rely on other human beings, I also want to take refuge behind people from existing problems
I am self-aware, I am not a child who whines for help when it is time I need help. I have to face it alone. Sometimes, I just need to pray to God, because the environment doesn’t seem to want to know.
As a result of God, I thought the problems was not a major problem for me. Since we have become grown-ups, we do have to confront this.
However, once in a while I sense that I’m not prepared. The world is so malevolent, what individuals state is frightful once in a while.
As a matter of fact, while I was taught, I was just pestered by the various characteristics and contemplations my friends had. In any case, when I entered school, I discovered somebody who more problematic than the friends I had at school first.
She was a friend who has a disadvantage compared to the friends in my class. Or even my friends at school.
Since you know why? I don’t know how subtle the way to say it, however this friend is visually impaired. Do not have the ability to see the world like us. Just observe “dark” despite the fact that her eyes are the most brilliant tone.
Since I originally observed it, my heart indicated feel sorry for. She occasionally stumbles, misdirected, and lost. She really looks like she needs someone else to help her. But I feel I don’t meet these criteria, in terms of teaching or guiding, I seem stiff and impatient. Sometimes if I’m not in a good mood, I’m a little annoyed.
Since once in a while with her, I can’t coordinate my companionship with others. Once in a while I need to focus on it. In some cases additionally, I accuse the circumstance.
Early semester break begins, only some of my friends who are originally from Jogja stayed. Yet, there are likewise my companions who come from outside Jogja who didn’t have the occasion to back home from their hometown. One of them is my visually impaired friend.
I’m worried about her eat. Finally I tried to ask how she was via the WhatsApp message. There she complained, tired of being trapped in her small boarding room.
I imagine. I’m also often bored during this holiday. But I can still watch movies on iflix, or open my favorite YouTube channel. While she? She could not do more.
Suddenly I blamed myself, how foolish I was to be too late to realize her situation.
Then the next day I took her away, asking what food she needed to eat as a counteractant to her tongue since she ate time and again tempe.
Finally she said that she wanted to eat fried chicken, then I took her to enjoy our dessert, ice doger. The shop was under a large tree, far from the hustle and bustle of the city, and the loud sound of a modified motorbike.
In a moment of silence, I tried to ask her. A question I don’t know why I always want to ask, but I’m so scared my question can come up.
This time. I will be careful.
With a strong desire, I asked …
“If you are given Allah a miracle to see, what do you want to see?”
She smiled, I was a little surprised that she was not angry at my question. Even though I thought my question could shrink the nerve.
With a smile that could not be separated from her cheeks she replied, “If given a chance, I want to see the appearance of humans, especially my parents.”
Instantly my heart froze.
Even though I could easily see my parents, without any worries.
She again said, “But, since I went to college here, I don’t feel that I’m blind. Because of the equal treatment of friends like you all.”
Again. My heart froze, my eyes filled with tears.
She was blameless and considered me well. In spite of the fact that regularly I feel wasted time with her. Despite the fact that she is a valuable companion that I should consistently deal with.
Bella was a 18 year old girl. Her life was so sad and quiet. The day she passed quietly and noiselessly. Even so, she was sturdy and ready to face any problems.
That day with a bag on her back, Bella entered the train with her destination to Yogyakarta. All the preparations as a new college students had been prepared before. She luckily passed the entrance test and accepted into a state university in Yogyakarta, so she must to leave her hometown, Solo. For now, leave her hometown can be a little bit relief. Gone dad, angry mom, foster care, homelesness was a reason that she needs to be entertained. Even though she actually does not being appreciated for anything she got, she just know right now her life would be easier.
As well as the following days went smoothly, she carried out the assignments given by her lecturer well, occasionally getting high grades, and get a standing ovation from her classmates. But after all, she spent a fair amount of time to be alone. The situation was pretty spesific and available, but she probably lost if she does not want to participate in this campus life. But it is looks does not matter for Bella. Actually, the problem is Bella can not socialize with her new friends. Her cold and indifferent attitude was made her friends choose to stay away.
Bella herself could not deny it, when sometimes even if she joined as a group with her classmates. Until one day Bella became sad and considered to be depressed. Bella felt mystified like how could anyone looks that close. One person in her class realized that, she came and approached Bella who was currently pondering with thoughts piled up. The girl said to Bella, “Hey. I’m also the same as you. But even though I like being alone, I do not like seeing people alone. Like you. Adjusting to university life has been somewhat of an orderal.”
After heard it, Bella was shock. Bella does not believe it is true. Next thing she know, this girl gave her attention to her who she never had from anyone before. Then, the girl sitting in front of Bella and asked “Go easy on yourself. Getting through college is a huge accomplishment. But you can not pass it alone. In fact, all living things are sustainable. So, let me be your friend!”
From that short sentence, Bella being amazed by the girl. From there Bella and the girl became a good friends, even very close. Since getting to know the girl, she felt like had replaced the old Bella. The girl taught her something, that Bella’s memory just full of the past story she had. Which is why she does not want to pick anything from those places. Swear that she will become the greatest and can socialized than before.
Among the many friends, he/she prioritizes you. Take the time, put down the cell phone, then crossed to listen to your story without interrupting with another story.
Always remember what you need and what you want. He/she kept your promise, despite the difficult circumstances and many obstacles. Not wait a long time, he/she is chat you first, first when you write your sad status on social media.
There is not much to say and the frill invitation has a false lead he/she just wants to prove. There’s always a time when you sad, and feel lost if don’t meet you.
Do you have friends like this? Keep it up! Maybe he/she is your true friends.